Thank you for your kind words. You are right sometimes I wish people do not say anything rather than them saying those horrible words it makes me so angry.
I am allowing myself to grieve and I do believe that in time it will get better i will start my life again but for now i just can't seem to do anything. I miss her all the time especially when I'm all alone at home. I go to her spot where she used to sleep and lay and cry and cry wishing she could just come back. It is hard to come to the terms that they are gone when oneway they are here with us making our lives better and then the next there gone no where to be seen nor heard.
I have other furry baby's i need to take care of but when i look at them i just want her back more than anything. I miss her so much, every morning i wake up i look at her photo and cry.
Today is one week since she slept in my bed with me, it's like she knew it was her time to go and she prepared me to sleep alone without her. Even though i want one more day with her you are right that one day would not be enough and i don't think i could say good bye again.
I am sorry for your loss as well i could only imagine the hurt and the pain. Its the most hardest thing to say good bye to them and the guilt is even more harder sometimes. I miss her so much that i feel like i don't have anymore tears left.
I miss you baby Girl, I love you forever till we meet again.