For you that are new here my heart goes out to you as I know
the pain that has consumed your heart. It is a pain like no other.
You have lost a child, your baby, your soul mate, your number
one in your life.  A love like no other.  A part of you has been
taken away and it seems that no words can take away this
terrible awful pain.  I'm so very sorry.
For you that have a anniversary of the day your baby left you,
it makes do difference how much time passes, with each
anniversary it is like living the day all over again.
The pain is as new and the tears never stop.
A precious life, so pure.  It seems so unfair, not real .
One thing we have and it keeps us going from one day to
the next, is knowing that our darlings are alive, they live
again only in a different home, and that home is so  full of love.
Where the Angels watch over our darlings as they run and play
and eat and sleep.
They had a Valentines parade yesterday, and all the treats
they love at the Valentine party.  OH yes  they have a new life and new
family and continue to celebrate holidays and birthdays.

So on this note I bring a belated Happy Valentines Day of love
to all your babies and to include my own Mesha Gail and Baby
and Maggie Mae and Mercy and Max whom was here only a short
time, and did not belong to me but loved him all the same.

Remember the Golden Cord it is your communication tool,
it is how they come to visit us, they send us a sign, they
bring us a gift all when it is least expected.
Know that your darling has not forgot about you and never
will.   They watch over us. 
Know that one day you will be with your precious baby again.
Until then, they will wait, and continue being healthy,
and live their new life and bask in the sun beams in the
meadow that is full of the colors of the rainbow.
Where butterflies flutter and humming birds sing their little
precious songs. Where Bumble Bees have little smiles on their face.

Oh what a love is the love of our precious babies.
It is hard having only their spirit to love, when we would rather have
them in our arms,
but we know where they are and have to accept what we can get
and this is what helps us to go on one day at the time,
with this great love that will never stop.
We shall never forget.

They are the meaning of the word love.
They are what it is all about.
They are our very heart beat.

Listen for them, be still, and listen. 

God Bless and my heart is with you.

Tonya Mesha Gails mommy Babies and Maggie Mae's too at the bridge
Mommy to living baby Kit Kat AND as of 7/14/2010 Cotton (puppy)
For the love of our babies
They are the reason
Forever and Always Forever and a Day
Oh what a love is the love of our babies
A love like no other. Love drops fall

MY PRECIOUS SWEET GIRL Mesha Gail My Very Heart and your Shane's too

REMEMBERING MERCY xoxoxox oh what a love.

REMBERING MAX passed 12/1/2009 xoxoxox We love you MAX xoxoxo
Shane and I love you.

My true register date is Jan. 2006 ****** it took me that long before I cold talk about my loss.
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