Of course we're going to respond to you, sweet lady! I'm glad that it helped to get your thoughts and feelings written out. I'm learing too that there are good days and bad days with the grieving process. I had some bad days this week. Then there are days when I'm coping ok. I'm still very sad and depressed but not balling my eyes out.
My sister-in-law whose in the grief share class told me that is very normal while grieving. She said there will be days when whe cope ok and feel some peace and comfort. Then we will have bad days and on those days we will feel bad for not feeling bad on the good days. She says it's important to not feel that way and not beat ourselves up for having the better days. I'm so sorry for what your beloved Scottie endured. I know it's awful to feel that we can't save our furbabies. I wish so much that none of our darlings every endured any pain and could live with us as long as we are alive. I hope things don't get worse at your work place. I sure hope it doesn't effect you personally. xoxo, Sherry
Tootie ~ Sep. 1, 2000 - Sep. 4, 2010
Shine on you beautiful diamond!
Blueboy ~ Feb. 14, 1989 - Dec. 31, 1993
Always in my heart!