Jenkra, I’m so sorry that you lost your fur baby. I perfectly understand why you’re still sad now... People say the longer they’ve been gone, the less it hurts; but it hurts me even more because a sense of longing sets in. You didn’t fail her. Not by a long shot. You wouldn’t have known... A lot of animals are never very vocal about their pain or sickness, so we end up finding out when it’s too late. I had a cat I lost four years ago. His name was Struedel. Much like your baby, I didn’t realize he was sick for a while until he started showing noticeable symptoms. He passed away very quickly afterwards. I think about him and I cry... and I think I will always be sad about never having my sweet baby with me anymore. People are here for you. Be as nice to yourself as you can be.
Dream little one! You can run and jump and climb again! For always! Dream little one, and I will dream with you.