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I’m so sorry for your loss! I am feeling your pain, we lost our little boy 2 nights ago. He was a 14lb Shih Tzu who was larger than life! My heart feels like it’s been ripped right out of my body! 😢😢😢😢😢
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DDS, I am so sorry for your loss. I'm sorry for all our losses. It just seems like life is not fair.
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Max, Bailey, it feels like an eternity since the last time I saw and felt you, my little babies. Every night at 9 pm I look at the clock and think, my babies bedtime. Max, I miss you being such a big boy and always reminding me it was time to go to bed. Bailey, you never liked bedtime and how I wish now I had let you stay up an extra hour so we could spend time together alone. So many things I would have done differently had I known your time to leave me was near. I know one day we will be together again. Please help me take care of your kitty sister Luna, I think she misses you guys chasing her. Love you my little babies.
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Marlen
Thank you for visiting Boo's thread today on his 12th week anniversary.
I am so so sorry that you are grieving as well for Max and Bailey.  They are adorable.  I really believe that they know how much you love them and, if it is possible, they will let you know.  I know how much you miss them and how hard it is to go on with a routine that they were a huge part of.  Bedtime and mornings are especially hard.  I still miss my Boo as much I did the day he left so I know what you are going through.  I just wish, like we all do, that I could go back just that one day, knowing now what the next day will bring, and do so many things.  It's that "what if" and "maybe I should have" that drives me crazy sometimes.  
I wish you peace dear.
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Marlen,
Thank you for visiting on my thread and leaving such a lovely post for me. I know you miss your two sweeties dearly and I am sure you did everything so well and in such loving way that they did not miss out on anything.

My good thoughts are with you

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Zoe and Jasmine, a few years ago, cuddling on the sofa together.  It's weird, we adopted Jasmine then Zoe in June, 2012.  We lost Zoe on 7/5/18 and Jas on 7/14/18.  


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Ginger, Silvia, Carole, and to everyone else here on this forum, I don't know what I would have done had I not found this website and the support you all have given me. To have to go through this tough journey alone is unimaginable. It helps a great deal knowing that others understand the grief and mourning losing our babies brings us. This morning I cried all the way to work, and cried again when I got home. The toughest thing for me has been trying to get the image of Bailey's attack out of my mind. How could something like that happen to my sweet little Bailey? It makes me so angry. Reading your stories, struggles, encouragement and well wishes helps me tremendously.

Carole, I love the picture you posted of your babies, they seem so content, I know how much you miss having them. I hope we can all get some rest tonight and that our babies will visit us to let us know they are ok.

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I’ve been following your posts. I have to tell you what you’ve gone through is horrific. It’s difficult to even imagine and should never have happened. Losing Max so suddenly is heartbreaking, Bailey, unbearable. My heartbreaks for you. Through this overwhelming grief you’ve somehow reached out to others in pain and given of yourself. We feel empathy that can only be felt by the loss of our soulmates. You are an incredible woman and your words have comforted many. May you feel the warm love from your precious Max and Bailey surrounding you always,,,,,
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I've finally found the courage to upload some of Bailey's pics to his memorial page. My gosh he was so beautiful, inside and out. I am so in love with him, I miss him so much.
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My heart melted seeing this photo of Bailey 💛 so darling I just want to hug him and cuddle him. He reminds me of Teddy like you have said. Both of your precious fur babies Bailey and Max are adorable, I’d hug them both. I know we have talked but I haven’t posted in your thread yet when I thought I have, but again I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your babies Max & Bailey. My heart aches for you. You’re in my thoughts and prayers, thank you for all your sweet messages and reaching out. It means the world to me. Sending you big hugs 💛

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I don't know if anyone else has experienced this, but I get nervous when bed time rolls around. I fear the thoughts that plaque me at night. I'm not afraid of crying, which I do every single day, multiple times, it's just the loneliness I feel and the depression which seems to have such a strong grip on me right now. Waking up in the morning my first thought is about my babies and it just sets the tone for the morning. Today it's been a whole week since I lost Bailey and 5 weeks since losing Max. I am so so sad. 


Yes to everything you said is how I feel too without Teddy. I experience the same morning and night just all day everyday but especially morning and night 💔😞.

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I am so so sorry. Your poor babies, and you as well.

I don't know what to say - it is so tragic. 

I just want to let you know that I am thinking of you as you go through this horrible journey of grief. I hope that one day you will be able to look back on all the good memories.

Be gentle on yourself and know that there are many people who care - including me.

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Today is two weeks since I lost my beautiful Bailey, and six weeks since I lost my sweet big boy baby Max. My heart aches more than ever and the lump in my throat sometimes makes it difficult to breathe. Everyone here has been such a blessing, my only means of expressing my feelings of heartache. I pray that our pain eases with each passing day, but it just doesn't seem to be happening for me. 

I'm attaching photos of my babies in the car. Bailey sticking not just his head, but half his body out the window. He would have jumped out the window had I let him, he was so crazy! His brother Max would just look on and would be happy with just a belly rub while sitting on my lap. I don't even know how I managed to drive. My little babies, how I miss them both so terribly.

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I love the photos of Bailey & Max 💕 they are SO fricken cute!! ❤️ They both are honestly so adorable and look like such joy to be around.
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Oh yes.... what a joy that must have been with crazy Bailey and soft hearted Max. Thank you so much for sharing this, Marlen.

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Malcindor, I love the pictures! Thank you for sharing!! I love the image of being so far out of the car- it definitely shows how excited and happy Bailey was. My Rookie never really stuck his head out, but on that last car trip, he said on my lap and definitely smelled a bit. That's bittersweet for me. Today is a week, and i'm struggling. I hope you're having a decent day.
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