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Susie_Squillions

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Dearest T.J.,

What a bittersweet Mother's Day this is! Two months?  Can it really be?  I've had a difficult week, missing you so much and shedding many love drops. 

I hope you hear me when I whisper my words of love, and that you feel me kissing your picture.  You are the Heart of My (Momcat) Heart forever and always, and nothing will ever change that. 

It is 1:51 PM.  It's a sad hour now, but for you, it's the moment when you began your journey to your life of eternal health and happiness, and the time when I released you into the universe, pure love energy and a bright, shining star for all to see. 

I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living, your momcat I'll be. 

Love,
Your Ever-Lovin', Brown-Eyed Momcat, Sooma


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Susie~
It's two months for me, also, and it's still very hard. Mother's Day isn't the same when we are missing our babies so much.
Take care~
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Susie_Squillions

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Dear Cath ~

Happy Mother's Day!  Thank you so much for your reply.  You're right ~ there is a bittersweet edge to Mother's Day this year. 

I just got off the phone with my son, Mike, and his son, Dylan.  They are the lights of my life, and I love them with every fiber of my being.  But my momcat heart is still feeling the sting of loss.  Some days are better than others, and there is a lot of good even on the "down" days for me, but the sorrow still seeps in.  It's all a part of adjusting to the new state of normal in our lives after saying goodbye to someone we've loved so well.

I'm sending you virtual hugs of comfort today. 



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My heart is battered and bruised, but I will not let it break. It holds such precious cargo, I must protect it now. (Susie Squillions)

"Memories of loved ones are like songs in our soul." Margaret Wakeley

T.J.'S RESIDENCY:
http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/TJ006/Resident.htm

BUDDY GUY AYRES~LYNCH'S RESIDENCY:
http://www.rainbowsbridge.com/residents/Buddy128/resident.HTM

KING BING THE GOD CAT'S RESIDENCY:
http://rainbowsbridge.com/residents/BINGO009/Resident.htm

In one of the stars, I shall be living.
In one of them, I shall be laughing.
And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing when you look at the sky at night.
~ The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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{{{{{{{{{{{{Susie}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Susie,
 
Your post was touching and brought tears to my eyes.  It'll be 7 weeks for me tomorrow and you expressed so well what I am feeling, too.
 
Peace and comfort to you...
 
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Hi Susie,

Your precious T.J. hears  every sigh and whisper that you make. He knows that these days are difficult for you and stands close to help you.  Even knowing that we will see them again, it's still difficult to get used to not having them  in our physical world. May you find that the ups and downs have softer landings in the coming weeks.

Karen





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Susie_Squillions

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Thank you all so much. 

Karen ~ you and I go so far back, don't we?  Your words are especially healing today.  Just what I needed to hear.  "Softer landings" are exactly what I look forward to now.



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My heart is battered and bruised, but I will not let it break. It holds such precious cargo, I must protect it now. (Susie Squillions)

"Memories of loved ones are like songs in our soul." Margaret Wakeley

T.J.'S RESIDENCY:
http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/TJ006/Resident.htm

BUDDY GUY AYRES~LYNCH'S RESIDENCY:
http://www.rainbowsbridge.com/residents/Buddy128/resident.HTM

KING BING THE GOD CAT'S RESIDENCY:
http://rainbowsbridge.com/residents/BINGO009/Resident.htm

In one of the stars, I shall be living.
In one of them, I shall be laughing.
And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing when you look at the sky at night.
~ The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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Susie,

I think you have done wonderful things here on this website in T.J.'s memory...  All the people you have reached out to and helped-T.J. is definitely proud of his momma!!

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(((((((((((((((((((((Susie)))))))))))))))))))))

I read Karen's reply to you Susie, and she said it best my friend.
T.J. is just a whisper away, he's watching over his Mom with so much love.

It is so bitter sweet.

Love, hugs and prayers

Tricia

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It has also been two months for me too since i lost my cat princess. I feel like for me the 2 month mark is the hardest, for some reason it hit me like a ton of bricks all over again. Maybe April i was still in disbelief? I'm not sure but i feel like i'm starting all over again, and i just want her back so bad. I thought about getting another cat and adopting one from a shelter to give one a good home but just the thought still of having another one in my room in the same spot where princess was breaks my heart so much, some nights i just cry wishing so bad that i could just hear her come walking in my room and scratch on my bed like she always did, and i can see her little head pop up to look for me on the bed. I was reading a book called Animals and the Afterlife for most of the month of April so maybe that has helped me but i feel like i can never get another cat again. This is so hard :-(
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I know how you are feeling Susie.  All of us here lost our "child". 

Heather I feel the same way, Maggie would be a tough act to follow.  Part of me feels that I could give some dog a great home and certainly a huge amount of love.  I don't know that I can feel this grief again however.  Maggie was my first dog I had in my entire life.  I dont' know how you do this again and again.  Its too gutwrenching. 
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Susie_Squillions

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Thank you all so much.  I posted this last Sunday, and I'm still riding the roller coaster.  It's getting a bit easier now since I am becoming familiar with the ups and downs, the twists and turns, but I want to get off for a while, even if I have to get back on for another ride every now and then.  All of your messages have really helped to lift me up when the sorrow begins to overwhelm me.

xoxoxo



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My heart is battered and bruised, but I will not let it break. It holds such precious cargo, I must protect it now. (Susie Squillions)

"Memories of loved ones are like songs in our soul." Margaret Wakeley

T.J.'S RESIDENCY:
http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/TJ006/Resident.htm

BUDDY GUY AYRES~LYNCH'S RESIDENCY:
http://www.rainbowsbridge.com/residents/Buddy128/resident.HTM

KING BING THE GOD CAT'S RESIDENCY:
http://rainbowsbridge.com/residents/BINGO009/Resident.htm

In one of the stars, I shall be living.
In one of them, I shall be laughing.
And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing when you look at the sky at night.
~ The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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