Thank you so much. I am so sorry you lost your baby. It is a hurt that I wish on no one. I see that our situations are somewhat similar. I feel the guilt every day as well and moving on has been so hard. I am trying to do better with the “what if’s.” I wish I could say that it doesn’t consume me most of the time, but it still does…only a little less every day. Thank you for responding. Seeing the response from everyone here, I realize I am certainly not alone and that there are so many beautiful souls here mourning the loss of their babies. I wish we never knew what it is like to grieve…to lose them, but that’s just not how life works. It warms my heart that there are people like you in the world and the people in this forum. I was blown away by the beautiful responses I have received and it has helped me so much. I took your advice and wrote Baylee a letter…I stuck it in her Christmas stocking that hurt so much to hag this year. It was the most therapeutic thing I have done since her passing three weeks ago. Thank you. Bless you and your sweet fur baby and thank you for caring enough to give such a beautiful response.
"And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one creature makes a void so wide and deep that nothing but the width and depth of eternity can fill it up!" ~Charles Dickens Angela