justanotherbrick
This morning I made Tori and myself eggs,
I always make you your own plate.
The spot that you wait was empty today,
You are not here anymore, this time you weren't just late.

You were more than "just a pet" to me,
You were my innocence and my joy.
You were the reason I came home every night,
Now all I'm left with is just your toy.

I could never decide which was cuter,
You're rabbit paws or your velvet ears,
I don't know how to live without you,
I'm so scared of all of the upcoming years.

I'll always regret your last week,
I was too wrapped up in work and boys,
Too late now I realize you were the most important,
I long to see you again, even just to hear a single bell noise.

The last night you were with me,
I told myself you'd be okay,
But the doctor said you have a tumor in your heart,
You may not even last another day.

That's the moment I fell apart,
Desperately trying to wake up from this dream,
I'll forever relive when your soul left my arms,
The helplessness I felt, that horrid scream.

I'm sorry for the way I dealt with your loss,
Please know it's not your fault.
I wish I could end life to be with you now,
But I know that's not possible, I must be an adult.

I've never cared about anything so much,
To have had the precious years with you should be enough,
But just like I was when I held you last,
For you, my baby, I have to be tough.

Tomorrow morning I will have a bowl of cereal,
I always kept a bit of milk for you,
But I have to believe the spot you waited is not empty,
You're beside me, you're waiting for me, please let this be true.


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Ana
That's Beautiful!! ~Larchana
Larchana Behrends
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CB
Totally beautiful and the picture.
Love you forever and ever and I will be there for you xx
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Mistysmama
That is such a lovely touching poem in honour of your shared love.

She is a beautiful girl, your sweet Ginger. A lovely face. You now have an Angel watching over you all the days of your life. Believe it. They wait for us until we are ready to leave and our lives are done.

Thank you for your poem.
Hold the love like a little light. It is all you have, or will ever have, to find your way home.

Misty's Blog..a Dogfight with Cancer http://www.mistysblog69.blogspot.co.uk

Misty's life after death: http://www.dog2spirit.com
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Katel
And thank you from me too, it is very beautiful.
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