It is a milestone to get to the 2 year anniversary of losing our special babies. For me, approaching the 1 year & 2 year anniversaries was very emotional because I let myself go back to the final days. But the difference was much like you describe. After 2 years, I can remember my Lucy with more smiles instead of overwhelming sadness. But I think I will always wish I could hold her 'just one more time'.
I remember Lady well from her pictures & your loving words. And I remember 'Blemie's Last Will'-- Eugene O'Neil-- because I read it over & over many times. Thank you again for posting it. I hope that Lady comes to your dreams and sends you 'signs' & moments just to reassure you that she is with you always. Do you have Bull? Hope so. Maybe Lady will send you a 'poke' to let you know that Bull is 'A-ok'.