Im so sorry for your sudden loss of your baby, it will get better in time, everyone is so different when they greive, I lost my Sadie girl to kidney failure, I had her for 8 years, she is so much missed everyday of my life, I do have some good days but then some days I just wake up crying for her, she was my furkid, daughter, like you I cant have kids of my own, so yes it hurts so bad. if you need to talk more please email me at
firstname.lastname@example.org I am hear for you, I would like to hear more about your baby when you are ready. you take care and godbless you and your family. sadiesmommy
my sweet sadie girl she was a pomeranian and she was the sweetest little girl ever, she loved every one and she loved life in general she was my child because my husband and I could never have kids of our own, so she was definately our daughter, she was thebest furkid ever in my life we were soul mates from the beginning , we adopted her when she was only 8 weeks old, she was so cute and then she turned out to be the most beautiful pomeranian ever I have ever seen in my life. she was with us for 8 wonderful years but I didnt think that was long enough she was so young when we had to put her to sleep, she had diabetes foe a few years and then her kidneys just started shutting down it was so sad it killed us when we had to say goodbye to sadie!!!!!!!