It has been over three weeks since I lost my beloved Sophie and the pain is still horrible. I keep thinking she will be coming home this must be a dream and then reality sets in. I will never see her again, why does this happen I just can't cope anymore. Nothing helps just when I think I am getting better it all comes rushing back, she is gone. Sundays are the worst every thing I look I think I will see her. All I do is cry.