Aww, Cody is beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. I saw your comment on one of my posts and went to read your story. I can tell you and Cody had a special relationship.
It's hard. It has almost been a month since Lily passed and it doesn't seem to get easier yet, but I know it will.
You did the best for him. You rescued him and gave him a life of love.
Thank you so much for responding. He was my love. It is hard to believe that this hole in my heart and soul will ever go away. I imagine it will always be there but maybe not as big. Right now everywhere I go, everything I do reminds me of him. I had to go to the store today and seeing the roasted chickens made me almost cry. I used to get them and feed him some especially at the end and he really liked them. It really hurts. I feel so sorry for all of us but I guess that is the price for loving them so much.
"Grief only exists where love lived first."--Franchesca Cox