I've been reading about people having dreams of their babies and seeing other signs. My Cody passed 7 weeks and 4 days ago today. I didn't experience anything until last night. I was thinking, as I read other people's experiences, that I didn't really want to dream about Cody because it would be too sad when I woke up. Last night I had a dream that I was looking for Cody and couldn't find him. I was going through a large house and looking behind cabinets and a dishwasher when all of a sudden I looked up and he was running toward me like he used to with his smiling face, happy and excited to see me. When I saw him my heart filled with joy and I yelled "bobbies" which was my nickname for him. He was just about to jump up and I was about to hold him when I woke up. I immediately started sobbing because he wasn't really here with me and I wanted to pick him up and hold him so much. After I calmed down I thought maybe that was his way of trying to show me that he's O.K. and someday he will come running up to me again and I will really be able to hold him. I hope it's true. Many people here on the forum believe that it is true and we will be reunited again. I so want to believe that. I do believe there is a heaven but I'm not sure what it will be like. I pray every night to my mom and dad who passed to watch over Cody until I can get there and that I will be able to see them all again. I miss him so very much. He was my rock, my baby, my love and my best friend. He got me through so many hard times and now that he's gone this is the hardest time of all and he isn't here. Sorry to rattle on. I saw your posts about communication and I felt the need to write about my dream.
Thanks for reading, Julie
"Grief only exists where love lived first."--Franchesca Cox