I still go through that feeling of, did i do the right thing? Was she ready? Could I have waited? And its been over a year. We will never know, but what we do know is that they are in a better place, with God and other animals. They are pain free, young, and playing in beautiful green fields. And when they are there, they understand why we did what we did. They love us and will never resent us for helping them. Only people have that emotion.
I'm about to go through this all over again. And I keep telling myself all the things I just wrote here. It's still hard and the pain is always there (I know that doesn't help) but i have started to be able to laugh about my girl and all the silly things she did without crying. And that's a good thing. They dont want us sad. It's easier said than done, cause I'm a freaking mess right now even knowing all this. We will all meet again at that bridge. Life here is short here, we will have eternity with them when it's our time. I'm trying to live in the moment like they do. Every moment we have here goes by so quick and we cant get it back. Enjoy the small things, good memories, and soon you will see your baby again
"Life is like a book. Some chapters are sad, some are happy and some are exciting. But if you never turn the page, you will never know what the next chapter has in store for you."