Today I lost my dear Shasta. I've had her since I was in the 1st grade. I've had so many memories with her and I can't believe she is gone. I am now 20 years old and I have a daughter, which I am so glad they got to meet. Shasta's death came as a complete shock. We took her to the vet because she was acting strange and we ended up putting her down while she was there. She declined so fast.... I just can't just the image out of my head of them wheeling her into the room to get the IV put in. I held her while they injected the meds, but the look in her eyes was just so sad. I don't know what to do......I feel so bad.....she is in my every thought. I know it only happened a few hours ago but I don't see this feeling going away.