Tonya
Its been 9 months since I had to put my precious Pepper down. She had a stroke and became paralyzed and she just got so depressed that she just gave up. She would not eat. She just laid there. When I finally took her in, it was so hard, I could not sleep for days. Even though I had my puppy and he helped me cope with her being gone, but it was and is still very hard for me. Every once in a while I still think of her and start crying.  When will this hurt go away.

Dearest Seeds, my heart is with you on the
loss of your precious baby Pepper.
Know that you were a good parent and
not selfish.  It takes a great love to help
them to the bridge. A huge love.
We never really seem to get rid of the hurt
but there will come a time when it is a little
better then now.  You just have to take it a day
at the time.  
Those love drops seem to never stop
My baby  Mesha has been gone from me in
body for 4 yrs and 8 months and yet it seems
like yesterday.  The tears of love flow up
to her at the Bridge.  There will be good days
and then there are the days that we have
what we call meltdowns.
Keep in mind, your  precious Pepper is
healthy again living in his new home with our
babies. Vision this,  a meadow full of field flowers
all the color of the rainbow, and butterflies
being chased by our babies. They run and play
in the brook of sweet water that flows under
the Rainbow.  All healthy,  domestic and
wildlife living in harmony and love.
Oh what a beautiful place for our babies.
Knowing that they are being cared for by
the Angels and knowing they are healthy
and whole again, no More sickness, blindness
cancer, Kidney failure, broken legs , no more chains,
or ropes, not more abuse, no harm,
all the bad things are gone and they are whole.
Remembering these things helps us go form one
day to the next.
Listen for Pepper,  remember there is a golden
cord, a communication tool , is how he will send
you signs and maybe come to visit you in one
way are another.   It happens , I've experienced
it so many times not only from my own but
from other mom's babies too.
I always welcome them into my home as my heart
is so full of love for them all.
They are each and everyone precious to me.
I hope in some way these words help,
 
You are in my prayer's   ((( Seeds )))
 
God Bless
 
((((((  Pepper )))))  we love you sweetheart  xoxoxox
 
Tonya Mesha Gails mommy Babies and Maggie Mae's too at the bridge
Mommy to living baby Kit Kat AND as of 7/14/2010 Cotton (puppy)
For the love of our babies
They are the reason
Forever and Always Forever and a Day
Oh what a love is the love of our babies
A love like no other. Love drops fall

MY PRECIOUS SWEET GIRL Mesha Gail My Very Heart and your Shane's too
**http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/MESHA001/Resident.htm

REMEMBERING MERCY xoxoxox oh what a love.
**http://RainbowsBridge.com/residents/MERCY0031/Residents.htm

REMBERING MAX passed 12/1/2009 xoxoxox We love you MAX xoxoxo
Shane and I love you.

My true register date is Jan. 2006 ****** it took me that long before I cold talk about my loss.
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kubug
Tonya,

I just lost the love of my life Sampson on Saturday and upon reading your beautiful response to Pepper really helped me. As I was reading your words I envisioned my Sammy in that rainbow filled meadow chasing butterflies and I was filled with a joy I have not felt in days.I am waiting for that golden cord for him to come visit me and if he visits you first his name is Sampson and he was a very handsome black cocker spaniel!!! Thank you; for as in helping Pepper you helped me out too!

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