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SadLou

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Syd123 I am so sorry for the loss of your Colby, you gave him such a happy life and I'm sure he up at the rainbow bridge watching you with a big smile on your face as my Billy is doing with me, hope you find comfort soon as do I, two days later and I'm really struggling, big hugs x
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Syd123

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Brownie and Lou thank you both for your kind words during your own time of pain too. Thinking of Colby walking by me each day is some how comforting and also somewhat sad. He was attached to me at the hip, never leaving my side, and to think that he is still here is so sweet. At the same time it’s hard, I want to be able to see him.
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Syd123

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Sometimes out of nowhere I feel this wave of sadness come over me as I remember that I can’t hold you again. The world seems to spin around me, everyone moving at 100 miles an hour, but I’m here stopped, stuck. I just want to scream and tell everyone to stop. That the world can’t go on, not without my boy. Nights are bad, when I crawl into bed and see his picture next to me instead of him. Mornings are worse as I wake and come out of the fog to remember that he is gone. Sometimes I’d rather just stay asleep, at least it’s not painful there. I miss him so much. My whole heart aches for him.
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Syd123

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My baby, my pup, my Colby. I miss you so much. Everyday I think of you and it’s still so unreal. I just want to hold you, to hear you, to smell you. This pain is breaking me. Friend I miss you.
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catiebee

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Syd, I'm so very very sorry about Colby. Waves of grief are terrible and my heart goes out to you for how much you are hurting. I understand missing everything about him, including his scent. They become such a deep, wonderful part of our lives! It is just so hard. I wish you much comfort and healing. 
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Shark88

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Wow!  The shock of it all.....you didn't really even have a chance to love on your best friend a few more days....following that terrible news.
Please accept my deepest condolences.   It takes a long time to get to where you can manage your emotions but still the void
is there.   Your Colby can never really be replaced.   The deeper the love, the deeper the pain.   Hold your head up knowing you
loved and cared for Colby and gave him the best life you could.   Colby is no longer suffering and now lives in The Almighty's Animal 
Kingdom.   
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Syd123

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You are so right, our best friends leave a void and it can never be filled nor do I want it to be filled by anyone other than Colby. I do believe the greater the love the greater the pain. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Some days are harder than others. Some moments harder than most. I’m still struggling to accept this. Logically I know he’s gone, but my heart just wants to be with him again.
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