Goza~ I remember when you first posted about Chopper. Can't believe it's almost 5 months for you. It's over 7 months for me since Lucy passed. Some days it feels like yesterday. The pain is that raw. Other days it feels like years. Almost a blurry dream or nightmare. Why do we all replay the last day(s)? Must be part of the pain & grieving. Please try to erase any guilt. I know it's very hard to do this. There was no way you knew what was going on. Even if you had gone to the vet sooner, it likely wouldn't have changed the outcome. But none of these thoughts will change how you are feeling-- missing Chopper-- wishing he was snuggled on your bed. In his picture, he sure is a handsome, happy guy. He looks like he's waiting for the next adventure. 'Get your motor running'...head out on the highway'...Chopper is smiling.
You are right. Six years was not enough. But from your stories & pictures, you packed a ton of love in these years. I'd bet that Chopper is proud of you for sharing him with all of us. And I thank you too! Hugs, Kasey