COUNT ME IN TOO
Last night I was feeling pretty good. Had read several articles regarding loss etc. Was so glad for the insights I gained. Couldn't wait to share with ya'll today. Then I woke up about 4a.m. to the sounds of a good ole Oklahoma rainstorm. At first it was peaceful, but not for long. That's when my rainstorm began. From no where the tears came like rivers. That's when the first worst thought entered my mind (Tuffy is buried in our backyard, you can guess where this is going). Suddenly, I realized he was all alone out there with the rain pouring down. He was going to get soaked, and there was nothing I could do. I'll spare you all more details. I'm sure the picture is far to vivid. Next the sobs came in waves. I was trying hard to be quite and not wake up my husband. So yeah, my day was about missing him and all that goes with it. I did have a beautiful experience today, a true gift. All day I've wanted to tell you friends, but my fingers refused to type joyfully.
So thanks Barb, your thoughtfulness has brought me out of my "grief shelter"
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Death leaves a heartache no one can heal;
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Tuffy, My Puppy Love
June 20, 2005-July 26, 2010
Becky Leigh, Queen of my Heart
December 2010-November 10, 2015