Reading your post brought me to tears and an ache in my stomach and heart for you. I can't believe that's how it all went. I am so, so sorry. I cannot imagine what that was like trying desperately to get home and only being able to be in an airport as your baby slipped away. I am so sorry. Just a couple of weeks ago, the first day I was on vacation, my sweet baby boy chihuahua Monkey got out of my mom's yard and somehow found his way onto the freeway. Since internet connection isn't very good in Nicaragua, I wasn't able to find out from my mom that I had lost the love of my life until 4 days later. Being 5 months pregnant, I looked forward to the next 15 years being filled with pictures of my unborn baby napping and swirled together with my lil Monkeyman. I pictured all of the things they'd do together. I pictured the beautiful childhood Monkey would help provide for my child. The devastation is still surreal. The pain I have in my heart and the loss I feel in my soul are mind blowing. I am sure you know the pain and loss. I just wanted to tell you I am sorry. And that you're not alone in your grief right now. I feel like every day has gotten harder but I know one day, as many have said, the pain will dull. What a wonderful and strong wife you have. I am sending all of my love to both you. I truly wish you the easiest and best recovery. I can tell your sweet baby was lucky to have the 2 of you. And let that be peace in our hearts, that we know we did the absolute best for our babies and loved them as much as we could while they were here. That's all we can do or could've done. Take care. Sincerely, Angelena
April 1st, 2011 - June 7th, 2014 Rest in peace my sweet baby boy, I can't wait to see you again.