So sorry for your loss. I too lost my best friend Toby on Monday 2/23. The worst day of my life. I miss him enormously, am no better this week than last.
My baby's ashes are ready to be picked up too. I'm going to go on Saturday to get them. Not sure how traumatic that will be.
I haven't moved anything, his bowls are in the kitchen, collar hanging up, tennis balls throughout our house.
So so incredibly hard, just cannot accept it.
Please let me know how it goes for you.
I am so sorry, Kris. I was out of town when Roger was put down. I had to drive back for two hours holding my grief in. I lost it when I got home. It was so quiet, no kitty to greet me at the door. We immediately packed up his stuff so it was out of sight and I put his favorite toy under my pillow. Each day is better, but we are snowed in at home without our buddy and it's killing me. I hope you handle it well on Saturday, I will let you know how we do when we get Rogers remains, it should be any day.