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LuckyLouWho23

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I haven’t been on here in quite a while, because honestly it’s too painful for me to write about Popcorn. On the 7th he has been gone a year. I still forget he’s not here, and when I wake up I get this sick empty feeling in my stomach. Our lives have been turned upside down because of this, and things are only getting worse. I so wish that you were here Popcorn, because you made everything better. We love and miss you so much.
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Popcorn's Mom,

Time has gone by - and yet it will as if it were just yesterday - one year.  Your sweet Popcorn - your friend, your companion, your confidante is still all those things to you and for you.  He does hear your voice, and tries his best to lick those tears away gently...He is always close by you and your daughter...
It does seem doesn't it that when we lose our special fur one our lives begin to unravel just a bit more and more?  It seems that those 4 paws have the ability to keep us in 'check' somehow - to somehow keep us grounded - give us always a purpose, a 'role' and a context - somehow they often give meaning to us as individuals.  We are indeed as Tankie has described it here on the forum - "Lost".  The ground seems to be shifting always under our feet and in the midst of our grief and sorrow our luck seems to have run away with our fur ones-as have our hearts and souls.  Our spirits are "lost" - and we seem to encounter the truly unkind and the hurtful more and more.  We are without our strength without our ever loyal and faithful fur one 'having our back'.  It is the most difficult to do, to carry on each day - to wake up each morning and to be reminded of the reality...another day without...Within our sorrow we do find the gratitude and the thankfulness for having our fur one within our lives but it is indeed bittersweet and brings tears.  It is truly painful at times to look at those photos, to be reminded of a characteristic behaviour or antic, or to move through those moments that are now our precious memories.  
Your Popcorn is with you always -it is a given.   The bond formed throughout the time together is based on love, and because that love never goes away, the bond can not sever, cannot be lost.  Listen and you will hear your boy in the song of that bird that stays a moment or two longer than necessary, feel the gentle touch of his paw on the breeze, and perhaps just look into the sky and see those Popcorn clouds sent just for you.  Your boy is with you and forever and always will be - he and Jack - safe and secure within the touch of one another's paws and so near to their special Mom.  Many hugs for you and your daughter today especially.  
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LuckyLouWho23

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Thank you for your message. It means a lot to both of us. I hate marking Popcorn being gone in this way. A year, it’s actually been a year since my sweet boy was taken away from us. I miss him more than ever.
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Popcorn's Mom,

Thinking of your boy on this Friday evening...He is so missed and loved deeply it is clear by your thoughts and words.  I read the other day that in Mexico the word for "Popcorn" is "palomitas" - a word that literally means "little doves" - so fitting for your soft boy filled with love, and acceptance bringing peace to your life and heart.  May your skies always be filled with 'Popcorn' clouds, may your nights be filled with dreams of white fur angels and may your heart always feel the presence of your boy's love and loyalty.  He is safe within your love and within the company of his brother Jack...Tears are tears of love - noble, and pure...like the heart of your 'steadfast' Popcorn...He is your for always.  Many hugs for you and your daughter.  
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LuckyLouWho23

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Thank you for the nice message. We are thinking about you too.
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Popcorn's Mom,
Wishing you a Christmas filled with calm, warmth, and love.  May your Popcorn and Jack steadfastly walk with you - giving you strength through their forever love.  Many hugs for you and your daughter.
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LuckyLouWho23

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Thank you for your message. We are thinking about you too, and hoping that you’re having a good holiday. We know that your girls are watching out for our boy, and our boys are doing the same for your girls.
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Popcorn's Mom,

Too much time passes too quickly, doesn't it?  Hoping that your Popcorn has filled the days with signs of his watchful eyes over you and his enduring love for you.  May the loneliest times be filled with his warm embrace of your heart and know the bond forged together is forever.  May he and Jack find comfort together, and may they live forever within your words, your memories and your heart.  May the skies be always filled with Popcorn clouds and may the softness of your boy's loyalty cushion your weariness and sorrow always.  He walks with you.  Many hugs for you and your daughter always.
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LuckyLouWho23

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Thank you for your message. It just never gets easier. We miss Popcorn so much and want him back.
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Popcorn's Mom,

Thinking of you, your daughter and your sweet Popcorn boy on this special day.  May your cherished memories of your loving fur one always be with you - and may today especially may you feel the tender, soft touch of fur paws upon your heart.  Know your angel is with you each and every day.
Many hugs for you and your daughter -
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LuckyLouWho23

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Thank you for your message to us. It means a lot, especially because we’re both having a really difficult week because of it being Popcorn’s birthday yesterday. He could always make us laugh. We’re trying to hang onto those memories, but it’s not easy. Thank you again for your message.
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LuckyLouWho23

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My sweet boy Popcorn yesterday would have been your 13th birthday. It’s not right that you are not here with us to celebrate. We miss you and Jack so much. We hope that you celebrated your birthday yesterday. We sang “happy birthday” to you and had some cake like we always used to do. We know that the cake, well the frosting was your favorite thing. I want to believe that you and Jack are near us, but sometimes I just don’t know. I will never understand why this had to happen. I love you my boys. Please take care of each other.
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LuckyLouWho23

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I am really missing you, but especially this month, because it’s your birthday. You know that we celebrate the birthday boy all month long. What I miss most is being able to hug and to kiss you. Please be sweet to your brother. You two need each other until I can get there to see you again. I love you, and I miss you both so much.
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LuckyLouWho23

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I miss you. I love you. I wrote a lot more than this, but when I tried to post it disappeared. Take care of yourself and your brother. Stay close to grandma, and make sure that she loves, hugs, kisses you the way that I would.
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LuckyLouWho23

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It bothers me that people don’t understand about your death. What’s wrong with them?! They act as if we wanted you to die, or if we could have done anything about it. We weren’t even in the same state. Your death, and what took place before you died will haunt me for the rest of my life. I miss you more than you will ever know. Some people are just born with evil, and that’s why you aren’t with us anymore. I promise you that your death will not happened for no reason. I love you Popcorn. Take care of your Brother Jack. I miss both of you so much.
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