Signs:  My experience:
It began with butterflies,  Dragon flies,lizards
Bumble bees.  The day after they all appeared before me
as I set by my baby girls grave. as I did every day for
for a long time, up to night time.
She loved to chase them all.

One evening I got home from work and was goint to a friends house and I went into my walk in closet and all of a sudden I smelled flowers,
No flowers in my closet, no perfume in my closet.
I stood there grabing my closthes smelling them, it was not them.
Then I felt a presence at the entrance of the closet.
It was her.  It was my baby.  I felt it. 
I got in the car to leave and all of a sudden there it was again
flowers.   I looked in the back seat, as she always set in the back seat.
I said it's ok baby mommy knows, mommy knows you are with me.

She never liked it when I would get dressed to leave for work or to go any where.  She knw the difference when I would say I have to go to work or say I have to go to the store.
She brought me the smell of the wild flowers from the meadow at the bridge.

Another time;  She woke me up one morning grunting next to my bed, as she always did when she was ready for me to get up and let her out.
Another morning she wa humming.  Yes she hummed.

She has came to me in dreams several times.
I have heard her in the living room at night.

I found her dolly under my bed several months later.. I thought I had packed up her things.  I found her dolly under my bed.  O how she loved that thing.

I see pictures of soccor balls on the back of cars sometimes.
In the store one day at the check out, there set tiny little soccor balls.
She loved to play soccor with her ball. 
She sent these to me.

I found rubver lizzards in a store.  I had to buy them. 
They set on the slab on her grave.

She sent all these signs to me.    At times I feel her watching me when I'm on the computer.

My bird Baby:  I have heard him flying around at night in the living room,
I hear him sing at times,  I have found feathers and stray bird seed.
I still find stray bird seed in my car and feathers.  I have found them on top of my car.  He left these for me.  He crossed to the bridge 2007.

D-Max Fayes cat came to me in a dream. He showed me a mommy cat with babies.  It wa a sign.  I have never had a cat, until my son found a baby kitten in a ditch and its eye were not open  there were two.
He brought them to me. I lost one. I nursed them and took care of the one that made it. and was going to find a home for it as I was not ready for another baby.  I just could not my heart still broke from Mesha Gail,
I was going to find a home for it,  but guess what...  I bonded with this helpless little life, and said.   O No,  he's not going anywhere  he is mine.
I'm a first itme kitty mommy  always been a dog and bird person.
His name is Kit Kat  and just turned 3 yrs old.  I love him so much.
D-Max knew what would happen, and I think Mesha had a helpong hand.
Mesha holds my heart forever, but wanted me to make room for this helpless little tiny life.
Gabby .. lives in UK.  one of her dogs from her past came to visit me.
Fred a white cat came into my living room one evening,  he sliped through the golden cord he came in fast and went back as fast as he came in.
AND I was standing in the kitchen  and it caught my eye as I looked into the living room.

There are others that used to be here that had signs and visits.
SUSIE,  oh Susie  too.....

We never know when or how, but they come.  And I have to say I have had teh pleasure of having other mom's babies come to see me.

Now:  if you tell this to anyone in the outside world. they will think you are crazy.  not so...  it's happened to others too.  Not just me....

So sweetheart .  be watchful , listen and talk to your baby.

YES that was a sign.. when you heard that melody, it was a sign.
They do it in so many ways.

Hugs to you and I pray you get many visits and signs from Pongo.
He is so beautiful and I will be talking to him you can count on that.

God Bless

Tonya Mesha Gails mommy Babies and Maggie Mae's too at the bridge
Mommy to living baby Kit Kat AND as of 7/14/2010 Cotton (puppy)
For the love of our babies
They are the reason
Forever and Always Forever and a Day
Oh what a love is the love of our babies
A love like no other. Love drops fall

MY PRECIOUS SWEET GIRL Mesha Gail My Very Heart and your Shane's too

REMEMBERING MERCY xoxoxox oh what a love.

REMBERING MAX passed 12/1/2009 xoxoxox We love you MAX xoxoxo
Shane and I love you.

My true register date is Jan. 2006 ****** it took me that long before I cold talk about my loss.
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I just read you post! There have been oh so many signs.  You were right! Very clear. WOW! I can't thank you enough.  They came to me when I thought all hope was lost. Just when I needed them!
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