OMG I am so sorry for your loss. My scruffy died on January 7th and it still hurts like yesterday! He had fallen on the stairs back in August and believe that may have been a mini stroke. He was approaching his 15th birthday. I have grown children yet he was like my child. Needless to say this site has given me great comfort to understand that I am not alone in my grief over a little companion who not only shared my bed but my life. On certain days, I have to remind myself he is gone and it is ok. He had a great life and we shared so much love and affection, No matter what I will miss him for ever. Just last night falling asleep knowing how he felt as he snuggled up next to me, pressed hard against my side or leg facing the door as if he would warn me against impending doom. Its impossible for someone to experience the grief that comes with, here today gone tomorrow. He was a respite from turmoil and sanctuary of comfort. I would rub his belly and kiss his head. That fateful morning I heard his groan and knew the end was at hand. I spoke softly to him how I loved him and how much joy he brought my family. I held him in my arms as we stood before the Vet and submitted to the shots. He died in my arms and would not have had it any other way. I know he heard my tears of sorrow and my love as his life faded away. As I now bring my self to tears, I hope I lessen your pain although I know it will never go away though it may fade with time. Again I am so sorry for your loss.
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