I'm so sorry about your baby. I believe you will know when it's time to make the ultimate sacrifice and let your baby go. I know that if you love him, you won't let him suffer. I know that because your love for him comes through strongly in your post. Personally, I would not have put him through the surgery. I learned a week ago that my Cocker Spaniel had a mass in her intestines last week. It was the size of a grapefruit. All of her organs had been pushed up against her spine. There was no doubt in my mind that I had to let her go. If I had just brought her home, she would still be terminally sick and weak, and I loved her too much to see her like that. I will be thinking of you. My heart goes out to you, Mimipaz. Will say a prayer for you tonight. Mindy
"When the Keeper calls me home
and the Bridge gates open wide
our bond will deepen ten fold
as we walk through side by side."
(From "The Silhouette" by Terri Onorato)