Hi. I see ur logged on. One week is a short yet along time ago isn't it? Everytime I thought how I left my Tuffy at the vet, promising him the doctor would make him better and he'd come home, I collapsed in a sea of tears. I know how bad that memory is. It feels like your heart is gone. My little man is 8 wks gone and I still hurt every day. Still wish every day to hold him. But it is a little better than it used to be. I'm sorry for all the emotions facing you in the journey of grief. As I told you in my first reply to you, no emotion, thought or feeling is TOO MUCH. Our love for our companions is as real and true as for any human we ever knew. I'm glad to see you are visiting this site often. At least you know you are not alone. Pls take care of yourself physically as best you can. Your shock is still effecting you both emotionally and physically. You must grieve at your own pace, in your own way. Don't let anyone rush you or deprive you of the emotions you need to heal. Prayers to You,
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal;
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Tuffy, My Puppy Love
June 20, 2005-July 26, 2010
Becky Leigh, Queen of my Heart
December 2010-November 10, 2015