I'm sorry for your loss of Shanti. I find each day more difficult too, and it's been 4-1/2 months since I lost my Murphy. Without him I can't seem to find my way. He was my entire life. Please know you've come to the right place. We're all suffering the same hurt, no matter what the cause of the loss of our furangel nor how long or short a time we were granted with them. Each day was a true blessing which makes the pain all the worse.
We love to see photos of those our babies are playing with at the Rainbow Bridge if you feel comfortable posting any. We'd also like to hear more about your precious boy. I do believe they are all happy and having a wonderful time together. Watch and listen closely for signs from Shanti letting you know he's still with you in spirit.
Murphy's Mom (Kathryn)