I could be writing exactly the same post as you. It's just over three weeks since I lost Thomas and some days I am coping well and other days I just want to go to bed and cry until I can't cry any more. we've got two new cats who are both very nervous and spend most of their time hiding. I know that I will come to love them in time but at the moment I just don't. I'm glad that we have them and that they are not in the rescue centre anymore but I still want my little boy back.
I am finding it something of a comfort being here and reading stories that are so similar to mine. I ache for everyone but it helps me feel as though I'm not mad, that what I'm feeling is perfectly natural and understandable. When I think I'm not reacting in a normal way I come here and know that others can understand how I am feeling.
In our lives 14/4/2009 - 18/05/2013
In our hearts forever