Oh I’m so sorry for your loss and sorry you feel so sad. I feel the same. It’s been 8 weeks and I still feel sad and guilty and miss Pecan so much. I can’t stop thinking about her last night. How happy and healthy she was when she woke up
and how things changed and she left us whitin 8 hours. I can’t believe she was the most loving dog in our neighborhood but was the first one to
go. Not that I wish anything bad for other dogs but I get so sad when I hear and see the other dogs and owner going for their morning and evening walks but Pecan is no longer here so we can join them. I know how you feel but please be kind to yourself and give yourself time. I know I need to learn that. The guilt of not being able to save her is killing me. So many what ifs in my head, what if I took her sooner, what if I did something different, is it my fault, how could I miss it. She was my soulmate I can’t believe I failed her on her last day.
he’s right there beside you. I know we miss their fur suit but he’s right there with you. I’m praying for you. Sorry for all the grammar and spelling mistakes. I can’t stop crying when I write about pecan and read everyone stories.