It’s hard to fall asleep or stay asleep. I try to hold his blanket to comfort me. My body can feel his lack of body heat in the night. Pressed against my leg, every night. I can’t sleep because he’s not here. I can’t accept this. This hole in my heart an ocean couldn’t feel. It’s unnatural not having you here. I dread waking up and seeing the house, because every thing reminds me of you. I’ve never grieved like this before. It feels like I’m inconsolable. This doesn’t feel like our home without seeing you trot or hearing you bark or being able to hold you like a baby. 
Laraine Esposito 
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