I know how you feel. My sweet Pecan was happy and healthy when she woke up on March 19th but wasn’t herself around 6:30pm and passed away at 4am on Friday March 20th as soon as we rushed her to the emergency. She was only 9. It’s been 9 weeks and I still cry everyday. I blamed myself and still feel guilty for her death. What if she was sick and I didn’t notice, what if I should have taken her to the vet more often, so many what if and maybes but I will never know what caused her death. All I know is guilt is common but it’s a negative feeling and it doesn’t bring her back. I have started writing to her everyday. I have a note book that only belongs to her. It’s been really helpful. Our animals usually don’t show us any clear signs until it’s too late. Pecan was my soulmate and we had a strong bond I’m so mad that our journey ended so soon. Please remember all the love you have given her and all the good memories. The fact that you are here shows how much you cared about her and how much you loved her. Please be kind to yourself. I’m praying for you.
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