I have so much guilt that I haven’t cried for my Max today. I put on some opera music, it’s my souls way of crying I think when I don’t have the mental stamina. I hear the notes and I feel my pain belted out of the singer. Screaming& crying for my baby boy to come back to me. I don’t know that I’ll ever accept this. It seems I have no choice but to learn to live with it. Ild give my right arm to have him back. 
Laraine Esposito 
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Laraine, We all have our own ways to grieve. I believe you have cried every time you listen to your music. It is readily apparent to any who read your posts about Max, that your heart is definitely in the right place!

Work on smiling... you’re doing the grieving.

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