My heart goes out to you and I cry with you.
I, We here have worn those same shoes.
Yes they hide their illness so well.

You were chosen to be Spunky's mommy.
There was no other that would do.
You are a loving mommy and would not want
him to suffer, I know it's hard, the most horrible
of the hards.
It takes a great love to be able to help them
to the bridge.  I need you to listen to this from
the Dog and Cat plea in prayer:
It's only part of it:
And my beloved master when I am very old and I no longer
enjoy good health and sight, do not make heroic efforts to
keep me going.  Please see that my trusting life it taken
gently. Rather hold me gently in your arms as skilled hands,
grant me the merciful boon of eternal rest...and I will leave
you knowing with the last breath I drew, my fate was always
safest in your hands.

It is so hard at any time, but seems even worse at this time
of the year. 
Oh Nanc,  your baby was so blessed to have you as a mommy.
What if it had not been that you were chosen.
You gave him a loving life and home one that he may never
have had.  
Your baby will live again Nanc. In a new place, a new home.
Where our babies and all the Angels will love him.
He will be healthy again and run and play in a home created
just for them.  Love surrounds them all.  The meadow is
I know this may not be helping you at this moment when you read
it .  The pain is to bad.  But I hope in some way you will find
you are not alone.  I pray in some way maybe later you
will find a bit of comfort here.

Nanc my thoughts and prayers are with you, my heart is with you.
God Bless

((((((Spunky ))))))  We love you precious darling  xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tonya Mesha Gails mommy Babies and Maggie Mae's too at the bridge
Mommy to living baby Kit Kat AND as of 7/14/2010 Cotton (puppy)
For the love of our babies
They are the reason
Forever and Always Forever and a Day
Oh what a love is the love of our babies
A love like no other. Love drops fall

MY PRECIOUS SWEET GIRL Mesha Gail My Very Heart and your Shane's too

REMEMBERING MERCY xoxoxox oh what a love.

REMBERING MAX passed 12/1/2009 xoxoxox We love you MAX xoxoxo
Shane and I love you.

My true register date is Jan. 2006 ****** it took me that long before I cold talk about my loss.
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Thank you so much for the kind words.  I am spending the day with him, mostly watching him sleep, hoping he is not in pain and at peace.  Later my husband will take him to the vet.  I just cannot do it.  I don't want to remember him dead, I want to remember him full of life, and I want him to remember me as happy and loving, not falling apart.  I know the tears will stop eventually, but right now I am falling apart. 

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