My Dante's urn arrived.
I came home on Friday night, I opened the package. His urn is so lovely, it even resembles him. The urn is inspired by the Egyptian god of Funeral Rites, Anubis. A god with a jackal/dog's head. I felt it would be fitting for him.
I carefully placed his ashes in the little velvet blue bag I was given for them, along with his cremation certificate. It's sitting, visible in our living room with his little collar hanging from it. All my feelings of sadness have returned. He's home, but he isn't at the same time. I loved my precious little boy so much. I miss you.