Dear Theo's Mommy,
I am so very sorry for your loss of your darling little Theo.You are saying things that we say,and thinking things that we think after such a tragic quick loss.There is no time to even come to terms with an illness,I lost a Little Kitty just over 4 yrs ago very suddenly,and I thought and said the same things.We always blame ourselve's.I dont think any loving parent would'nt.Thoe you have done some research,please try not to jump to conclusions,you may find this was something completely different,something that no-one could have detected.Dogs I know can vomit with heart problems (dont know about Kittys) but please before you start to condemn yourselve wait until they find out. We all ask ourselves what we could have done differently,we go through the shoulda,coulda,woulda's.There is'nt a worse feeling I dont think,than the feeling of not being able to help someone we love so much,its a horrible feeling.Please try not to beat yourselve up,your baby Theo would'nt want his Mummy hurting like that.Try to talk about Theo,and do whatever it takes to get through each day.I hope that you will find some peace when you do get Theo's results,and I hope that healing will come for you in time.
Love and Light
Fairy Kisses for your precious Baby xxxxxx