I am missing my sweet beagle Sadie, She went to the Rainbow Bridge 12/27/14. She was my best friend, my everything.
I 'm talking to people on Rainbow bridge.com, I have a tribute posted. I'm constantly thinking of Sadie, making a scrapbook, made a calendar for new year of my girl. I'm just so upset, I sit at work every day, fighting the tears, trying to believe shes really gone.
The memory of that horrible day , having to put her to sleep, seeing the life leave her eyes, and precious body, holding her afterward was a special memory, but also a sad burdon only I carry. I can't accept this has happened,and I finally went and got the ashes,and the hurt is unbelievable. I know in time they say i will have more smiles than tears. As for now I find myself walking around this world all alone. I guess I never she would ever leave me in this life.