Once on a very lonely dark day in a small cottage out in a kiwifruit orchard in New Zealand a black hairy angel with 4 legs walked into my life. He was intended to go to a family with two kids but his owner stopped by with him anyway so that I could at least see him first. He immediately wrapped himself around my legs and she could not take him away. After she grew tired of this she said
WELL I guess he is yours guess ill have to break the bad news to them. I asked her of his name she said RIZZAR. She got in her car and left. It was the happeist day in my life.
From that point on Rizzar and I became as one we were inseperable as if spot welded together. it was as if we felt what each other felt and knew what each other knew.
It was then that I believed that God sent us angels to watch over us , comfort us and give us family where there was none.
We have been through many adventures together some of them very challenging. We ate together, slept together, ran together and spoke without words.
Then two years ago Rizzar developed canine cancer which we fought to over come. Mast cell tumor and Cushings disease which a very special person treated with high powered super foods and natural medicine.
Rizzar fought bravely against the odds for two year but this morning my beloved soul mate and best friend passed over Rainbow bridge. His tumors overhwelmed him and he was in grave pain and lost control over his body movemwnt.
Hiis head rested on my shoulder as the Dr gave him the lethal injection. My eyes were the last thing he saw.
The feeling lacks description as if one's soul has been ripped out of one's body. The pain is immeasurable and disabling but I know in the deepest part of me that there really is a promise that one day we will all be reunited again after these erthly coild are through never to be parted again.
Rizzar my beloved son. Run FREE now through the clouds and the stars and with every creature ever loved by every human to whom God hath sent. your paw in hand I;ll never let go!!
I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALL TIME!
3 weeks later and I am ever more devastated without him. I pray to the good God above to pour my life out so I can join him again for all time. I am without breath This is sheer hell waiting for heaven to take hold