Tracey ((HUGS)) Im so sorry for the loss of ur baby.. U did the best u could and u need to remember that. Ik u are struggling with guilt of "what if I had more..." but the truth is, we take care of our pets to the best of our ability and I want u to try to focus on how much love that puppy knew before he passed away from this Earth. Love he may have never known if it wasn't for ur kindness and compassion. He loved u for that and Im sure he was happy and just knew he had a great mom. Sometimes even if there is enough money, more than enough, or none at all.. it is all the same. We do what we can and sometimes all the money in the world cant save them... but we try, right?
This is not a time to think about what u could have done, its a time to think of what u DID do and that is irreplaceable love and life for an animal that was so lucky to have found u xoxo
Please rest in knowing that he is whole again and racing around Heaven in the sunshine, waiting for the day u are called Home... then he will run to meet u, puppy tail wagging like crazy, at the gates of Heaven and u will never be separated again!
Hes not up there thinking anything except how much he loves u and what toy of all the millions up there, to play with until u get there.
Im glad u were able to share ur sadness here, this is a safe harbor and there is no judgement here.
Would u like to tell us about ur fur baby? What kind of puppy was he and what was his name?
IN prayer and loving thoughts,