I am so sorry for the loss of your gorgeous Shemp, he truly is a beautiful boy, with such gorgeous eyes.
Becky, six weeks is no time at all, your heart and mind haven't even had time to adjust to the emptiness left behind by the leaving of your Shemp, the sudden disruption of your daily routine with your precious boy is such a hard adjustment to make, and while the pain in your heart does and will subside a bit with time, we always feel that part of us that is missing, our babies are that missing part, they gave us so much each day that when they have to leave, we are never prepared, how do we prepare for the loss of such loving members of our family. It does take time Becky, grieving has no time limit, so please don't rush or push yourself.
I am truly sorry for your loss, sending our most positive, healing thoughts your way. May your heart always know and feel the soft warmth and love of your beautiful Shemp, bringing with his love, the peace and healing you so deserve.
Sincerely, Don, Vera and forever our little Bella