I know the pain you are feeling right now is probably breaking your heart. To have someone by your side for so long and then having to let them go is very hard. Please be comforted by the fact that you gave Peaches all those years of love.
For me, being on this forum has helped me so much and even though I’m still in pain it has given me hope that one day it will get better. I hope you stay here too and share with us some of your memories with Peaches.