My 14 year old Shih Tzu disappeared 3 weeks ago when my husband and I were in the US. I have protected him his whole life and am so grief stricken that I don't know what to do. We live in a small town in Panama and I think, everyone now knows he is missing. We have made posters and offered a reward but so far no leads. I am so angry at the people who were supposed to be caring for him. He has always been my baby. This is like a neverending nightmare because I don't know if he is alive or dead. I don't even know how long to hold on to hope. My days are full of depression. How do I cope with this?