I'm a wreck. I lost my love, Jack Pierre on Thursday. I had him for 15 years and he was the sweetest baby. He gave me so much love and emotional support. He was my rock. Whenever I went through something tough, I would look at him and feel better. Where do I go for the comfort now? I look around and there are signs of him everywhere, but he's not there - just his stuff he left behind. I can't even remember my life without him. What am I going to do? I can't stand the emptiness in my heart. I'm tired of crying. Everyone says it gets easier and he is not suffering.. This doesn't make me feel better, I am suffering. Jack belongs with me. I miss him so much..