Hi everybody. I have just joined this forum and look forward to chatting with you.
On 9th May my beautiful baby toy poodle Gemma died in my arms. She has been poorly for a while with sickness and diarriah, I thought she was getting better as the sickness had stopped but the sickness came back the day before she said goodbye. My little gemma had suffered from Cushings Disease for 3 years.
Towards the end of the day she stopped eating. I thought I would sleep downstairs with Gem that night in case she wanted to go outside. So I cuddled up to her and fell asleep on the settee with her. I felt so close to her as I felt her little heart beating on my chest. I told her that I REALLY loved her and drifted off to sleep with her head on my cheek.
I woke up at 130 when felt her head slip from my face and was worried as I heard no snoring. I put the light on and tried to wake my baby up. She had passed away peacefully in her sleep. I am still in shock as I expected my little Gem to be with me for a little longer. I am devastated and miss her so much, she was my special little girl and we have been through a lot together. I just don't know what I am going to do without my little shadow. RIP My beautiful darling girl. I will never forget you xx
A friend made this for me to cherish and I would like to share it with you
I have her ashes on the side board and talk to my baby. I wasn't never blessed with human children just four legged children so I feel like my heart has been ripped out. Every night since the day she left me I have cried myfelf to sleep. How can something you love so much and loves you back in the same way just go? I am finding it so difficult at the moment. I have two other furbies to comfort me, thank goodness I have them as I would just want to be with my little Gemma. She was the first dog I ever owned and the love of my life.
Love Julie x