It's been 3 weeks since I’ve lost my bichon Boy Looper. Still my heart is so heavy, still full of sadness and sorrow. I still cry everyday. I grab his used blanket and smell and hug it so i can feel him. My worst time is at night and morning. At night he sleeps with our bed in between me and my husband. In the working , me and my husband give him his early massage every day morning while sitting on our patio backyard. Oh i miss him so much. It get to the point I'm thinking may be get another dog but realized this is not the answer, so I dismissed that idea. I wish i can bring him back! My life is not the same without him... i miss my baby boy terribly!