I am really, really struggling here. I have an ache in my heart and I haven’t stopped crying for about 48 hours now.
My baby Bella is 6 and was diagnosed with lymphoma yesterday which is in her liver and spleen. I was told it is quite advanced and aggressive but the vet advised that we try chemotherapy.
She had her first chemo tablet yesterday and has been sent home with 10 tablets a day (steroids and anti sickness tabs), she has not ate properly in around a week.
When she come home yesterday, she was her usual self, playing around and giving us lots of kisses and I just pray that her chemo helps her so that we have more time with her.
I feel like I have been robbed of my time with her and that it just isn’t fair that my beautiful girl is being taken too soon.
How do I get over this? I honestly don’t think I can get through it.
What are other people’s experience with chemotherapy? I need to know I have made the right choice for my girl because I can’t bare the thought of only having weeks with her🥺