Its been 2 weeks today since you left us. My heart is still in a million pieces. I want you back so very badly, im reduced to a sobbing mess almost daily. I would give anything to have you back in my arms again and safe. You gave me the best 20 years of my life. I knew your time was getting limited in this life, but for the most part you were very healthy. I think I could have handled the fact that fairly soon you would go to the Bridge, but not as tragic as you did. Why did you go near the road my darling--you never did that. I feel so much guilt because I was so sick that Firday night when you wanted to come in--and I put you back outside. If I had only known. I miss our daily talks and I miss you putting your little paw on me just to get attention. I want that back. I dont know what normal is anymore--I cant seem to do anything but cry over you. Please let me know that you are ok. I am so very sorry my baby.