My sweet boy, in one month you’ll have been gone for a year. I can’t believe it has been this long since I have touched your soft fur. I miss you so much and watch videos of you often. I still cry but I smile too. I smile when I remember some of the quirky things you’d do, like coming out to tell me when Roxie or Sadie did something wrong. I can still see you coming around the corner looking at me. I’d say “what happened.” You'd get so excited and I’d say “let me go look” and you would run back into the room. This is one of my favorite memories. You really got a kick out of getting them in trouble. It’s going to be hard when Dec comes. I’m not sure how I will get past the 17th. Last year starting the new year was so hard. Starting it without you. This new year will start my second year without you. I’m so not ready for that. I miss you so much.
I read your story about Oscar days ago, and ever since I've been trying to think of what I could say. Sometimes there really just AREN'T words. To lose our precious pups - especially if it's sudden and unexpected - isn't just ONE of the worst things that can happen in this world, it literally is THE worst. I know it has been the worst thing to ever happen to me, losing my Lola. It's been almost four weeks, now, and it still feels completely unreal. Sometimes, when it hits me again, that she's gone, I get this horrible, sinking, suffocating feeling in my chest. I swear I'm going to have a panic attack about it, one of these days.
Your Oscar was SUCH a beautiful boy! You can just tell from the photos, he had a huge, amazing personality!
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