What a perfectly BEAUTIFUL baby. She is gorgeous. Bet that tongue gave sloppy kisses for sure. I am so sorry you had to lose her in such an awful way, not that there is a good way I guess. I couldn't even begin to even write about Molly for 6 weeks----I couldn't stop crying enough to even type.
Our lives certainly DO change forever when we take on one of these precious babies. You came to the right place to help you grieve. Everyone here understands exactly what you are going through and we ALL manage to plant guilt on ourselves, no matter what the circumstances, guess it is just part of the process. We like to think we can prevent anything bad from EVER happening to them and that is certainly what we all WANT to do.
We all long for just one more kiss on their sweet faces and get a sloppy one that they give so freely. I am so sorry you are going through this.
Thank you, Janice. One of my nearest memories of Lily Bean is how many sloppy wet kisses I got while giving her a bath just this past Sunday. ...my tears are always just a quick memory away...trying to still 'function'