It’s been 6 years since I used this forum to help me grieve with the loss of my fur baby. I’m torn to say that I’m here again because the sweet angel that came into my lie to mend my heart just left me this morning unexpectedly. Her name is Luna, the sweetest girl how would cuddle on my neck every morning after I would say good morning. We would sleep snuggled together for hours. We played ball, like for squirrels together out the window. My heart is breaking, I feel numb. She was only three years old, but she gave me some of the happiest, purest moments of my life.
she died unexpectedly. She tied with one of my male dogs (she is fixed) and for some reason she was in excruciating pain afterwards. Took her to the vet got her meds and she seemed fine for a few days. Then again I was at work and the person watching her said they tied again. Someone how the male dog burrowed through a hole and get to her in the back yard. She was in pain again. She was given the pain meds the vet prescribed but she vomited. Hourly later she seemed to calm down and finally got some sleep. Then my mom found her early morning slumped over breathless. It kills me to know that this could have been prevented, it kills me to know that she was in pain and I wasn’t with her. When I got the call at work I wanted it so bad to be a nightmare. I don’t know that I can handle this! I expect her to be in my room, wagging her tail ready for a belly rub. I expect her to come running in through the doggy door with a ball. I just can’t take the pain anymore its unbearable