ChancesMom, I'm so appreciative to you for giving him the chance to experience love and a good home after being in that abusive situation for so long. Most people would have given up on him after the bite. What patience and unconditional love you showed. That is a beautiful story. I'm so sorry you lost him so quickly and unexpectedly. I promise he is happy now and will be patiently waiting for you. It can take a long time to grieve and heal. It's a long process. Coming here to this site will probably help you. Here, everyone understands what you are feeling. You receive support and you can also comfort others, which in turn, has a healing effect on you! Please tell us more about Chance. He sounds like quite a special guy. Again, I'm so sorry for your pain and sadness. I wish you some comfort soon.